I've been writing to find calm, and to try to understand, to find a path that feels intelligent, and want to learn more how to pass on what I write, when not to, hopefully helping through writing, though I know it is a comfort zone and so might seem like a cop out. Everyone gets criticized negatively, somewhere. I accept this. Right now, I'm in a better mood than usual and so it is easier to write what I am really thinking, straight up, which is like a vacation these days, as I've been feeling kind of pent up, and not able to say what I really mean, without hope enough to get past whatever it was that was blocking me ( and will likely block me again, soon, like a monsoon ). There is something I've been wanting to write for a long time, and this site might help me to get that sense of purpose to do the work it would take.
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