Main Entry: bildungsroman
Pronunciation: 'bil-du[ng](k)s-rO-"mn, -du[ng]z-
Function: noun
Etymology: German, from Bildung education + Roman novel
: a novel about the moral and psychological growth of the main character

story of my liiiiiiife. Written by me... will I redeem myself by the second to last paragraph? I hope so, I pray so...but, if you say so, I'll just quit all of this "finding myself" (ie: wallowing, being cynical and anti-social) if you, YOU dear reader, have already given it a shot and have found that it is equally as miserable as bumbling through life half blind. Just say the word and I can wave a magic wand and stop being this angsty cunt with the slobby clothes, messy bun who refuses to put her contacts in. I can magically turn myself into the vamp once again and join the hordes of people pretending to give a fuckall about anyone around them other than themselves and their own gratification. holy run-on sentence batman! I need to go to bed. I am going to see a shrink tomorrow and I have to meet with Joanie, my "talk therapist". See, I am nucking futs, I pay people to listen to me and give me drugs to shut my brain up.I'm either having a good old timey crack up, or I'm just going through a phase. I'm convinced that I will die young while I still have perky tits, thus making this a midlife crisis.Goodnight.

I wrote this 6th of April.

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