Dead dead dead
I was wishing I was dead
Said said said
You listened not to what I said
Pure evil was how I envisioned you
Only cats could I imagine being touched by you
Black and blue, my mouth to you
From there my life belonged to you
When I was 12 I fell apart
Him gone 4 years he broke my heart
Foot to ground I never stopped
My eyes bled red I fell apart
You spark in me a self I hid
That monstrous self despised by me
I'm back to 12 and you're cutting me
Drink my blood, devour me
In the end my lips deceived
You think you know inside of me
Because I lied you run from me
I said be friends, I lied to me
My lips revealed the part of me
That feared your words
Retarded me
These circles keep confining me
Break away
Inside of me
I may be mad assuming you
Are running out of fear of me
Are running out of fear of feel
Are running out of fear of real
Your eyes could see a vapid girl
A liar girl
An easy girl
Your eyes could see an ugly girl
A forceful girl
A weak, mad girl
Your eyes could see a sick, sad girl
A girl you wouldn't want to see
