I've seen so much and learned more, from rushing in and out of relationships like it was an open door. I caused so much pain in a life time and so many mistakes in the past time. Never quiet understood and never quiet would have imagine pain is withthin me and it's all on me. Be careful what you wish for, be honest to how you get it, be true to the people you love and always love the man above. I've heard that saying so many times and ignored it everytime, like they was just spitting another line. Blanking everything out good and bad to me it was all the same. My life has been a mystery from the beginning not knowing when and where i will reach the ending. I let my guard down and now i'm staring the truth in the face. Hoping that a miracle is coming my way. Wishing for forgiveness, Praying for a savior asking yourself is this what god made you. Trying to realize taking a second to visualize how a young girl with everything ended up with nothing. Testing your everlasting and waking up oneday and it's gone telling yourself... Here's your blessing!

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