you cut instead of crying

you try to fake it

but i can tell you dream of dying

it's written on your face

in your words

in your aftertaste

your arms show of your brutality

your eyes of the tears that never fall

you long for a feeling of reality

or to just feel nothing at all

your language is that of a sorrow

your voice is icey and cold

you've never dreamed passed your tomorrow

for you'll never live to be old

yout tongue is twisted with words you've dreamt

your heart is torn into two

you speak the hurtful words you never meant

and hurt the ones who love you

your pain is a hidden secret

you act like nothing is wrong

then maybe you will forget

and then life will go on

pain to you is a weakness

thats better left unseen

you leave people baffled and speechless

just thinking of what you need

people to you are an enemy

because they don't know what you need

they judge on only what they see

you won't ever follow their lead

death isn't where you want to end

you want everything to be okay

you need someone that you can depend

and take your cares away