catch.

still working for the freakshow
odd calm before the storm
eye of the hurricane
max-capable
x-ray clairvoyant
real
born supreme
technically taller
no matter what
center ball.



catch. / As in, Catch! As in, Here comes the the ball. As in, I am throwing you something. As in, Check this out man.

still working for the freakshow / As in, Still living off the schizo, still physically surrounded by his world, still not making my own way.

odd calm before the storm / As in, I feel oddly calm. As in, I feel like the calm before the storm.

eye of the hurricane / As in, I could be standing in the eye of a hurricane. As in, the freakshow is all around me and I know it is but I am safe in the eye.

x-ray / As in, I can see through the storm, the hurricane, the bullshit, I can see what's real, what isn't.

clairvoyant / As in, I can also see beyond what's real, I can see the future, see their dreams, their motives, their underwear.

max-capable / As in, I can do anything. As in, I am in a state of high readiness and able-ness born of the knowledge that I AM and I CAN.

real / As in, I am real, untouched by the superficial, the inexplicable, the dread, the "ooooh look at that!"

born supreme / As in, I was born special. As in, I bleed blue when cut. As in, Yes, I am aware I have entitlement "issues" As in, "Issues? Try HIM on."

technically taller / As in, I don't just feel taller, I am taller. As in, Something new accompanies me. It has caused new growth, discernible shoots of growth bursting from my head, seeking the light. As in, Long-buried in the dark deep, the bulbs have finally broken ground, will soon flower and be glorious.

no matter what / As in, Let the freaks freak, let the storm spank me, nothing will stop me from my glorious taller more centered me.

center ball. / As in, The accuracy of your game depends on how well you can hit the cue ball in the center for a "center ball" hit is the purest.

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