IF I HAD TIME AND PATIENCE MY LIFE WOULD BE GREAT.
I WOULD LOVE THINGS FOR WHAT THEY ARE AND I WOULD NEVER HATE.
YOU SEE IM TOTALLY CONFUSED I CANT MAKE SENSE.
ALL I DO IS ARGUE AND TALK NONSENSE.
IM SCARED OF REALITY, IM SCARED OF PAIN
MY BEING BORN WAS ATOTAL SHAME.
IF I WASN'T HERE MY MUM WOULDN'T CRY.
BUT I AM AND ALL I DO IS ASK WHY?
ILL ALWAYS BE KNOWN FOR CAUSING PROBLEMS
NEVER BEING KNOWN TO EVER SOLVE THEM.
THE WORLD THINKS MY LIFE IS A WASTE OF SPACE.
THEY DON'T KNOW ME .THEY THINK IM A DISCRACE.
TO ENJOY LIFE WELL THAT'S A DREAM
THAT ONLY MY HEART, MY SOUL AND MY EYES HAVE SEEN.
ILL NEVER BELONG, BE SHOWN NO AFFECTION
BUT ALL I WANT IS LOVE AND PROTECTION.
IF I DIE THEY MIGHT CRY AND SHOW SORROW
BUT BE HAPPY BECAUSE I WONT BE THERE TOMORROW.
THEIR ALWAYS TELLING AND DEMANDING.
NEVER SHOWING LOVE, NEVER UNDERSTANDING.
IT'S MY FAULT THEY DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM
I SUPPOSE BECAUSE IVE NEVER UNDERSTOOD THEM.
I HATE MYSELF BECAUSE IVE ALWAYS CAUSED PAIN
I THINK IM ONLY HERE TO TAKE PUNISHMENT AND BLAME.
IM SORRY FOR HURTING, IM SORRY FOR YOUR TEARS
I KNOW FOR WHAT IVE DONE ILL SUFFER THROUGHOUT MY YEARS.

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