I just found out, not sure it's real,

Jail chaplain told me, to numb to feel.

My stomachs churning, hearts has sunk,

I can't believe, am in a funk.

Should have been there, made you go,

Sometimes I wonder, did you know.

Think you gave up, when Nana left,

Then was Pappy, and all the theft.

All you did was hide and grieve,

I finally had, to up and leave.

I screwed up, by falling down,

No turning back, am almost drown.

I cannot breath, just want to hide,

Wanted to be there, by your side.

Wish I could have, said goodbye,

I never thought, that you would die.

Just leave this earth, now heaven bound,

Without a word, not one sound.

Last words I heard, message on my cell,

Good luck sweetie, I wish you well.

I love you too, wish I could show,

Would take it back, would let you know.

No matter what, your 'MY PERFECT MOM'�!!!

2/23/06

In loving memory of the one person who forgave me no matter what, unconditionally.

Judith Ann Celayir
August 8, 1945 ' February 22, 2006

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