i feel lonely and somewhat depressed,
i know i'm loved,
but at times i could care less,
i stumble over mountains and i fall,
i can never get back up,
i can only crawl,
i cry in bed as i sleep at nite,
sometimes i think of suicide,
i feel alone but it's ok,
i'll just die,
i'm hopeless and ashamed of my being,
i'm a worthless child and,
my life is worthless but not the people in it,
why cant i just die or just be killed,
i just want to cry and be left alone,
rot someplace else cause i dont want to to back to my temporary home,
i wouldnt mind dying now cause i've lost every single last bit of hope,
but at my grave,
what will it say...

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