For once I feel inspired.
And it's not to just feel for you.
It's to feel for myself.

Carrie & Big.
Something tells me that's us.
But I want something new.
Something just as exciting.
Something I'm not afraid of.

Just something I naturally accept.
And think is the best thing possible.

I miss knowing I had it.
Now the reality of it is,
That I never did.
I just thought I was special.

I am special.
You just aren't for me.
(At least not right now.)
I see it more than ever.
(Will you ever be?)
I just don't know.
(Will I ever?)

I turn my phone off.
Cut off communication,
From the world.
You won't notice, but
I still sit and wish
That when I turn it on
I'll have a new message
Waiting for me,
From you.



Why do they tell girls to believe in such
Fairy Tales.

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