" I'm sorry",
Two words peple use way too comonly,
words used to get out of things they've done,
and it's too easy if you ask me.

So I'm not going to say those words,
while staring and listening,
as I look into the mirror, and give myself,
a long apology.

Dear Sarah,

I know you must be worndering,
how come I dress the way I do,
How come I feel insecure,
in my pants and leather shoes.

Well , this is because i'm so different,
That it's so hard to bare.
But I apologize for feeling that ,
because I know sometimes life just isn't fair.

And I apologize for ruining you,
with curling irons and Fake tatoo's,
for not thinking,
before I do something so stupid to you.

I apologize for causing you trouble,
And sending you to the emergency room,
Maybe things would have been different,
if I had taken better care of you.

Please forgive me for saying,
that I hated you sometimes.
And for trying to reach your goals,
and never reaching them in time.

I apologize for getting sick,
and restraining you to bed.
Forgive me , for every negative thought,
swiming in your head.

I apologize for walking in front of the mirror,
and avoiding looking at you.
And for not sleeping,
as Much as I know I need to.

BUT YOU'VE SEEN the dreams I've had,
that keep me awake at night.
I'm not here to make excuses,
I'm here to make things right.

And I apologize for lying to you,
when I said you weren't smart.
For saying that Love,
wasn't in your heart.

Because you ARE intellegent,
and as loving as they come,
So forgive me, Because sometimes,
I am the stupid one.

So Sarah,
Thats all I think that I wanted to say,
Please forgive me for everything,
That i've asked of you today.

And As I walk away from the mirror,
please walk away in me.
Let this bring us together,
Yes,
My apology.

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