i'm going to post the same blogs here that i do on my space. :) enjoy!

one of my genius moments is at the end of this as well... so stay tuned...

good morning... kind of. It's 6:21 a.m. here in portland oregon and i've been up for 21 minutes. actually longer than that but i've been online for 21 mintues lol. i went to bed last night at 12:57 a.m. too. so that's what about 4 hours of sleep? i don't know why i woke up, but when i did going back to sleep apparently just wasn't an option. my brain just won't quit for some reason and i'm not normally like that. i think corey is wearing off on me dang it.

so i'm up and trying to find the motivation to write. so i'll write here and hope it comes, not that i have anything good to write about. i don't have a ton of excitment in my life. well i do but not that i want to discuss online.

today i have to clean both kids' rooms and finish up laundry and that's about it. corey works all day so i should be able to get that done. i'm going for another hour on the bike today. yes we have a gym type stationary bike in our living room and for the last few days i've been working my ass off ( or at least trying, the damn thing is holding on ). i've been doing almost an hour a day, i want to look like i did when i was 18 before i'm 30 and that is a year and a half away so i'm doing it. i'm determined and i have a goal. stop laughing...

let's see... oh remember when i cleaned my car last weekend? LOL ok well it needs it again already and i only had corey and the kids in it with me twice. 2 times!!!! and they destroyed it. dang it, leanna was right.

what else? hhmmmmm my phone was SILENT yesterday. i hate that. no phone calls, no text messages, apparently i am unloved. lol just kidding, the real reason is that everyone else i know has a life and i don't.

so my song on my page is 'raincoat' by Kelly Sweet. ok i'm a nora jones fan and this girl is so similar, but i LOVE this song. you should totally check out her site...< oh lord the valley girl is like slipping out again. lol

at work i'm made fun of (for various reason but this is one lol) for saying 'shut up' or 'oh my god' a little too enthusiastically. they laugh and tell me i belong in the OC or something. i dunno why i do it, it just comes out. i guess maybe i'm a bit of a flake after all huh? again with the laughing? maybe you already knew... lol

ok i also have a bone to pick with the makers of 'the devil wears prada'. this movie is based on the book 'the devil wears prada' by lauren weisberg and i LOVED it. when i heard the movie rights had been purchased i was so excited. but i didn't watch the movie for quite awhile, because i was afraid i'd be disappointed. so i bought the movie last week after i let my boss read the book and she came in telling me how upset i will be when i watch it. oh my god... < there is that valley girl again... every part in the book that i felt was important to the story line was left out. first of all Andy does not sleep with Christian in the book. And at the end Andy tells off Miranda and gets her dream job. Lily was in the car accident not the other assitant (i can't remember her name) so i was disappointed. don't get me wrong though, i thought the movie was cute but the book was so much better. so if you get a chance read the book, it's worth it. shameless promotion for the author i know but i'm a writer and i'm hoping karma comes back around and maybe one day someone will speak this highly of my books. yes i have high hopes. lol

another good one that warner brothers bought the rights for... in case you were wondering... is 'p.s. i love you' by celia ahern. it hasn't be completed yet but when you watch this one bring a box of tissues. this is the sweetest, saddest book i've ever read and i read all 500+ pages in two days. i laughed, i cried, i bawled like a baby and still no book will ever live up to it. you gotta read it if your a romantic at heart like me.

hhhmmmm.... what else? nothing.

well lets talk flowers for a second, because i obviously have nothing better to do. i am obsessed with gerbera daisies lately. i love em. i buy the fake ones for the house and everytime i see them i smile. i dunno what it is, probably that i'm just a dork but i love them.

coffee... what do you think of my backgrounds (on my myspace page)? i whipped that main page one up yesterday using some online icons. i think it turned out cute. i used to do alot of computer graphics, mouse made by me, so i have a talent. lol, one talent, woohoo. i do html and build websites all though i haven't done it in awhile. it's a long thinking process and we all know how i feel about thinking lol. i am taking a html class and although i know this crap, i was never teacher taught. i was self taught, so i'm finding taking directions on it is harder than just doing it. maybe i'll be the next bill gates lmao... yeah ok, see what i'm dealing with here... i have way to much thinking time going on.

why is no one else up with me? i have friends back east and none of y'all are on line? oh god, did you see that... y'all? i get made fun of for that too, i guess i'm partially valley girl and partially hick. that makes sense i guess. but at least i'm liked right? lol and funny? i try. i was told once 'i should be a radio dj because i'm quick witted and rank just like most men'. i wasn't sure if that was a compliment or not but i think the dj thing would be so fun! don't you have to have a college education for that though? if so i'm out. lol dang it.

speaking of college educated, i'm trying to 'talk' up college to the kids starting at birth. now they say 'i know we need good grades to get into a good college' think i'm over pushing it? i want them to go to college, wait to get married, and have fun when they're young. corey and i didn't do that and we wish that we did so we want our kids to make the right choices. we are open with them which i know some people disagree with but i WISH my parents had been open with me. i wasn't talked to about anything, not sex, money, credit, marriage, nothing. i learned it on my own and now.... well i'm up at 6 in the damn morning overthinking things. LOL

ok i should go, if you made it through this congratulations, you're more interested in me than i am. LOL oh and i found a quote i love... 'if you can't get someone out of your head... maybe they are supposed to be there' << so true.

ciao! < ANNIE!!! i spelled it right? *i think* lol woohoo!

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so i'm at washington square mall with my mother before christmas. she has my older two kids up in the food court while i'm down at another store with my almost 3 year old rylen.

when we're done i decide to skip the elevator and take the escalator upstairs. this is rylens first time on an escalator or at least he thinks it is. now i agree riding on an escalator is absolutely exciting as an adult so for a 3 year old it's just pure joy. lol

we walk towards it and a nice looking business man gets on two steps ahead of us. i hold rylen's hand and he does well until the middle where he for some unknown reason decides he needs to step up a step and in the process shoves his head right into this mans ass.

he steps down quickly as it nothing had happend and the man turns looking at me shocked. i figure what the hell, i'm never gonna see this man again so i smile.

'hows it goin?' i ask him very nochalantely with a wink.

he smiles nervously and laughs under his breath. 'it's uh... goin' he says as he turns back towards the top.

i have to bite my lip to keep a straight face as he walks away and then i die. that poor man just thought i was some brazen woman who coped a feel and grabbed his ass with my 3 year old son at my side. good lord, what is wrong with me? it was definitely worth the laugh though.

so... the moral of this story is, if you have a nice ass and you get on the escalator in front of me... look out... i might not be able to control myself and was it really rylen? LOL he'll never know.... and i'll never tell... LOL i'm such a nerd

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