I don't want to feel
Anything for you
No love, no caring, nothing
Because to you it is not real

I don't want to miss
Your touch
Your look
Or your kiss

I don't want to care
About you anymore
Or anything of you
Don't want to miss you when you are not there

I don't want to feel the pain
Anymore
But somehow you got in
And hurt me over and over again

I don't want to feel a thing anymore
Not love or hate
Not pain or fear
I want to feel nothing for you as you walk back out that door.

I don't want to cry
These tears only fall
On deaf ears anyway
I'm tired of wondering why

I don't want to think
About you anymore
When I know that you are not thinking about me
Wish I could dig a hole in the ground and sink

I don't want to wonder about you
Where you are
Who you are with
I don't want to care what you do

I don't want to worry
If you are with someone else
And who that someone is
Or if you even remember me

I don't want to watch you go
And never know when ill see you again
If ill hear from you at all
I hate that you are the only one to know.

I don't want to tell you how I feel
Because I don't want to scare you away
But you know regardless
You can pretend it's not real

I don't want to do this anymore at all
I don't want to think, care, feel, wonder, know
I don't want to miss you anymore'¦but I do
So tell me what I do now? After you made me fall?


3-14-07

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