[A meaningless nothing surrounds me. I sit and glance at the screen. I have a variety of music playing, changing constantly, so what I write will change accordingly.]

With an inner sanity that professes to know much, I am within myself to a point where I have recoiled back far from hurt. A shell has grown to wrap itself around my body, sealing me from all that attempts to break through. Like a Kevlar armor, it is unbreakable, inpenetrable as the walls grow taller with each stab of pain it deflects.

Ripples of tears lie in discarded waste o'er my cheeks, my eyes are swollen red and my heart aches. Bittersweet longing for something I can never have. Never touch. Never feel spins rampant within me, consuming me from the inside in a way that I long to scream.

Hold me.... touch me.. please ...

Begging words of anchored love that weighs itself so intricately across the distant oceans. Too far... still to far away from me. Calling out to the one that I need. The one that I ache for. The one that completes me.

Why do we fall in love? Why do we allow ourselves to feel such torture and at the same time such desire? Why does the hunger in me grow? Why do I yearn so adamantly for one and one alone?

[Questions flowing intently through my mind. The song changes and I continue to write but with a growing confidence inside. My fingers take control and I feel the rush as the music inspires me.]

Hold me.... touch me... please..

Come to me..

My arms are outstretched, pleading for you to save me from the depths of this murky madness that has taken hold. You are my breath. You are the air surrounding me. Caress me as a lover would and allow me to entice you to my heart.

It beats for you and you alone.

Feel my lips as they brush over your skin. Let me catch your scent so I can inhale you. Let me arouse you to such heights that you beg for more. I am yours eternally regardless of the distance that parts us. I am yours-belonging to no one else.

As rivers flow, so do I and I seek you. I will find you and you will be captured within my sweet embrace. Forever held within my soul as we join. Pure music that shares this blessed union as we meld into each other. As Angels sing, so too will our hearts. A creation of this love that begs to be told. A story that needs to be on the lips of all lovers across time.

"How wonderful life is now you are in the world..."

[And so the song changes once more as does the mood of my writing....]

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