I’m so lost
These thoughts in my head
Won’t seem to leave me alone
And I can't breathe
Because the walls are closing in
Theses thoughts of you
Are killing me
And I can't make them go away
I love you more the life itself
And yet you disregard
Everything I’ve given you
And everything we've had
I no longer know what to do
Yes that right
You’ve broken me
Broken my mind in two
What you now see before you
A broken mess of a person
Who used to be?
That girl you said you fell in love with
Yet I can see it
In your eyes
You don't give a shit about
What happens to me now?
You have your whore
You have your pleasure
And that’s all the matters
Now doesn't it
You got what you wanted
And left
Left me with nothing
I gave you everything I had
Things I can never get back
You have my heart
And I can never take it back
Because I still love you
God help me I still love you
And I will never stop loving you
Until the day I die because
When I said it I meant it
No matter how naive or stupid it was
I meant it
Something you will never
Be able to say
Without the threat
Of lightning striking you down
And to that I say
...see you in hell babe

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