And the emptiness is fleeting
And the moments will decay
Everyone keeps leaving
I don't want to go away

My heart feels full, yet empty
And my mind keeps me in check
If it wasn't for this heartache
I fear my brain would crack

I can't focus my emotions
I feel horrible inside
I don't want to be so distant
But I can't help but hide

Since we've been together
I've grown colder toward my friends
I sit and think and wonder
If that feeling will ever end

I still don't feel like me
And I don't like who I've become
I've lost myself somewhere between
Love, hurt, and being numb

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