I find myself
once more,
falling to you,
thinking of you.

I thought I was better.
I though I was done.
But I remember you.
I remember.

I remember the feel of your hand in mine.
I remember the sound of your voice, only for me.
I remember your eyes, looking into mine, unafraid.
I remember your smile, smiling back at you.
I remember when you…were you.

But then I remember what you said.
I remember why you changed,
why I don’t know you any more.

I remember- the tears.
I remember- the pain.
I remember, and the anger comes.

I think of everything I can yell at you.
The hurtful things I can say.
The ways to bring you down.
Make you regret what you did,
what you said…

But I find myself
once more,
falling to you,
thinking of you.

And as I do

my heart,

once more,

divides.

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