How could I have let it get this far -
So deeply destructive,
Before recognizing…

Have another beer
Smoke more
It’s so hard to say no
Because I rest on the edge of self-destruction
Every fucking day

Every fucking day – I wish I would die …
By accident

How can I be this “intelligent” when this language has no meaning,
And only always, ultimately, constantly, forever, be reduced
To “HOW LONG”?

The most hardcore/alternative/garage/recycled/cryptic/Q generation music –
Still trades on the salvation of Job.
Fuck that.

There is nothing new.
There is no acute understanding.
There is only all of us indoctrinated.

Every fucking day – I wish I would die …
By accident

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