The ultimate, controlling authority
Wasn't God, people, or outside
Not parents, teachers, or friends
The entire time, it was my mind

It has kept me as a prisoner
Cut off from love, support, and help
Convincing me I was alone
And better off killing myself

It told me you were all against me
Didn't like me or even want me
That you'd never understand me
And that not even 'I' could love me


August 3, 2008

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