I dont feel good
about anything
I hate myself
I hate you
I hate myself
Theres a fire in my fat stomach
Guess who lit the match
Im not aloud to put it out
with my tears
You forbid any show
of weakness
You dont know it
But youve seen me at my worst
Moments
When I could hardly breathe
Deep in your eyes
I sank to the bottoms
of your blue oceans
And I think Im still drowning

I have seen you standing
above the water
Laughing at my hand
Reaching for you

Im always reaching for you

I feel so bad
about everything
I wish I could kill us both
No more
Nothing
Your body buried in mine
Ill eat it
No trace of you anymore
Id throw up your big black heart
And stab it with my pen
Thanks for the pages and pages of love ridden
hate spewing
death wishing
tear filled
poetry
Ill be sure to piss all over there ashes

No trace of you anymore

Before I say goodbye
I will cry
And I hope
Wherever I have sent you
You vomit at the sound

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