Who am I? Well I've been called an asshole, I've been called love, I've been told to fuck off, I'll tell others to fuck off, I've been the best friend and worst enemy, I've been backstabbed and I've been hated, I've been honest and I still find a way to love, I've been insulted, I've been complimented. I've been depressed, I've been hopeful, I've been stressed, I've been relived, I've been through shit, I've gotten myself out of shit, I've seen shit, I've turned a blind eye to shit, I've been lead on, and at my worst I knew I was being lead on. I've been the bad seed, I'll most likely stay the bad seed. I'm a dark natured and even dangerous person in some people's opinions, but in other's I'm far from evil. I look at my actions and honestly I've been a better man than most. I look at my fate so far and I've been too trusting, maybe just ill fated. I find it hard to trust people. The last two years have only confirmed that I shouldn't trust people. I've ended up wanting to die more and more. When I open up I lose something everytime, and honestly I feel like I'm becomming empty with every instance of that happening. I still thought of the same person when I woke up and when I slept that I did a year ago. I'm tired of such thoughts, but they're less often The scar on my left arm is twin to the one on my heart. It won't heal any more than it already has. That's the nature of scars.
alf7a's Genres: Horror, Dark Sci Fi, Mystery, Historical Fiction and Dark Fiction
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