What words could anybody possibly use to describe Jess? There sure has been a variety of descriptions over the last almost 16 years of me life. The most common, I'd say I hear is that I'm a very creative, bright young girl. That makes me sound neat, huh? That's what I think too. But it is true, I am creative. I have a sort of a morbid creativity though. I enjoy anything of the sort; the night, vampires, blood and gore, mmm.... :)
I'm not a really a sick person, I just have dark fascinations. Everyone who knows me appreciates my originality and even compliments it. I don't use my imagination to hurt people, I use it to express my deepest feelings of love, hurt, anger, joy or anything I'm feeling. While we're talking about feeling, I'm a deep feeler; when I experience something, it is the most intense thing of the sort. When I love, I love with a passion and when I hate, I detest. It's nothing I can control, it's just part of my personality. I am generally a really compassionate person, despite my age and depsite the perceptions of me.
Academically, I've always been successful, easily surpassing my peers in English class and Art classes. My only issue in school was attendence. I suffer from severe dpression and anxiety that had really affected my performance and attendance at school. I've been through a lot of supportive placements, my last being an almost 7-month stay at a program, that I graduate from on December 29th of 2005. Since my admission into the program, I've been attending school consistently, and have grown as a person so much. (As much as I don't want to admit it, it helped.)
I'm currently residing in Massachusetts with my mother and brother Jamie and am in a serious relationship with my love, Bryan.(<3) I have 2 cats, and I wish I still had a dog.. I'm also an active GUITAR player. I own a flying V (Stagg f-300) and an acoustic (Fender) and a part time NJ warlock. (BC Rich) So, yeah, that's pretty sweet.
Don't really know what else I'm supposed to say about myself here, I think what I've said should suffice for now. If there's anything else you'd like to know, feel free to ask. To hesitate to contact me.
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