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Well I started writing because I have gone through some stuff in my life that made me want to kill everyone and I needed a way to get that feeling out. So I just started writing to make the feelings go away. All of my writing has to do with the way That I have either felt at one time or something that has happened to me in my life. I had to realize that I had an anger problem and that I had to find a way to keep it calm. I had to change myself for the better so that I wouldn't go insane. I have ADHD which does not help me in trying to fix myself. I also am really sure I have either Bipolar disorder or just depression. I Have always felt that I was hated by everyone and really I had no friends throughout my entire life. My only friend when I was little was my grandpa and he wasn't even blood. Oh yeah and there was my cousin that lives in Indiana but I rarely got to talk to him. He has always been my greatest friend and I wish that I could see him more often. But my grandpa I would not be able to see because of the fact that he died a few years ago. I really miss talking to him and just being there with him it was always fun. I used to be mentally and physically abused by my parents every day. In middle school, every morning before school I would get into fights with my mother where she would basically throw me into walls and rip the hair out of my head. I have had many more worse things happen to me but I have to deal with it because nothing can change what happened in the past. Like the fact that my father left about 8 years ago and i haven't seen him since. But really I would not want to see him because he is a lowlife drug addict dealer and a child rapist that has gone to jail about 2 or 3 times for child molestation. I choose not to hate people in the world because I am always willing to meet new friends, but my Dad is the only person that I will ever truly hate. That is basically my story. There is more but it is so much to say.
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